14 5 / 2012
Last Few Days:
This is my last week of high school and I have yet to feel anything. I don’t feel too excited and I don’t feel too sad. I’m content with it.
I went through my 13 years of required school, and yet I still have many more years to go.
I’m not going to miss high school at all. I’m not going to miss the people in that hell hole of a school. I’m going to miss a FEWstudents and teachers. I’m not even that involved with school to miss people/things. The only thing that I am involved in is newspaper and I already know I’m going to miss the FUCK out of that class.
I think the thing that I am going to miss the most is going to the elementary school every day (except Tuesdays and Fridays) and helping the students out there and giving the teacher a break. It’s going to break my heart telling them I won’t see them again.
I’m not ready to graduate though. I think that school was a secure thing that I could hold on to. And now since I’m graduating in a little more than a week, I don’t know what to do with my life. I am going to college in the fall but it’s going to be so different. It’s going to be what I want to do, but not a structure that I am used to.
I just feel like if I don’t do well in my first semester of college, I’m a failure, and if I didn’t do too well in high school it would be okay because I could possibly make it up in the second semester.
I’m just a worry wart and I don’t even have a legit reason why.
Okay, I’m done.
-Skyar
